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Paralysis by Analysis

You can check the definition here.

Almost everyday, i suffer either this disease or one of its side effects.

Most of my life, i have no idea what i am doing. I just do stuff and suffer later. Sometimes i am postponing the suffer. 

-Guess how?

-Doing additional idiotic stuff! 

I am an overthinker, that's why i go after physics i believe.

 

So when i was going after for data science path, with python. I've found myself watching the flask tutorial. I remember some of my reasons.

First, its gonna be good for creating my own website. And that's a vendetta for me. My first plan, almost 15 years from now, was developing a CMS (Content Management System) for myself with same reason and do it with java. But those days i was broke. So broke. In terms of money, in terms of time! in terms of gear, in terms of mindset. I was totally useless back then. And i have almost no change with my uselessness.


But after all these years, oh wait. You're thinking i'm better now. No it's not the case. The case is i'm really a pro! on being useless.

So why did you read all of these?

What Forest Gump says?

Stupid is as stupid does.


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